I apologize to you all for this hiatus I've been on. I've been trying to balance balance Work and College along with my Music. It's been a real struggle so far. Usually getting my homework done isn't too big of a problem cause I usually have my weekends to sort out my time and what I need to do. But the main problem that doesn't give me the time is my job.
As I go to college at SUNY Old Westbury, in Long Island, and live in Queens with my grandparents, My job, Toys "R" Us, is closer to my permanent address, which is about three hours north of New York City. In order to get the money I need, to take a trip near the end of the semester, I had to work every weekend until the end of my Spring Break last week. I still had to fight for hours because retail doesn't have many hours of work after the holiday season. So basically my weeks, until last week, were basically: Monday to Thursday- College; and Friday to Sunday- Toys "R" Us. Recently I have been working on a transfer to the Carle Place Toys "R" Us as it is closer to where I reside and where I have classes. I have to stop by there today at 3:00pm to see if it will go through or not. So I'm really excited about that cause that means I'll get more of my weekends back and a better chance to save money for my trip to Florida and other expenses. Not only that, but more time to bring you guys the music you love!
To the college work, it's been a rough semester so far. Because of the time windows I've been given, I haven't had the time I need to get a lot of my work done in four of my five classes. I have a project for one that I need to work on immediately but haven't had the time to focus on a topic. Another teacher keeps piling unfair amounts of work on the class due to snow days and days off. My online class has been suffering because I'm not used to online deadlines along with these previous worries on my mind. And I've been suffering losing intern hours as well. As I now have time to turn this all around, I just hope it's not too late!
I have another problem I've been suffering from... But I'll save that for a later date so I'm not flooding you with my already heavy problems.
As far as my music goes, I'm still working on it! I will release a later post soon referring to what I have done so far and what I plan on working on as well as the projects I'm managing with my group(s). I'm not dead in the water yet! But I just wanted to give you all a sense of my struggle and why I've been on this so called hiatus from music. So the fans don't think I've forgotten about 'em!
As one of my favorite artists once said on a record, "I apologize... to you know, put you all in this position and vent to y'all but... Fourty mom always say, don't ask permission just ask forgivenss. You know, so forgive me."
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