Change...

Change... It's something most of us think we embrace, but do we really? For those who still keep up with me see I haven't had much new material like I thought I would. I feel like I've been chasing the feeling and level I once had years ago. Trying to bring that progress back to today. But the thing is, that was the past. I've evolved since then, but not grasping that I've "changed." Thinking I'm still the same, but somehow looking for myself. Makes no sense right? I'm just realizing that now, hah.
I've been afraid to let go of things, thinking that that's what's holding me together. But in reality, it's what holding me back. The saying "the past is the past," is a contradictory statement to me. It's true, what has happened has taken place and can't be changed, so it's best to make peace with it. But at the same time, those choices, those mistakes, those actions or inactions have made us who we are today. So how can you forget the reasons you are the person are?
Today, I finally see my next step I need to take. Letting my past go. Remembering the things that have made me me, while realizing that new things need to fall into place.
Again, for my fans who have still stuck with me, I cannot continue to express my gratitude. My producer is on my ass (pause) to work on this song and I intend to finish it this weekend. Stay tuned for new C.I.E. material! #LyricalDiaryBookII #LikeAStarWithoutBeingfamous